2009年12月6日星期日

ever mood

few day ago...my mood is bad ...i don knw who ll feel that....bt i don wan talk anything else of people...hv a friend ask about that...i don like to tell any ....i so heart....that day i go 2 eat lucluc ,my mood is bad .i dont wan thing the any about that ,bt i stil hard .....
i knw everbody look me like a children...i don like angry....since knw my mood cant 2 control and everday cant patient any waiting ....i heat my self ...hw anything cant do wondefully.
when the satday i thinf i wan killmyself ,bt scare pain so ...i not do it...so "mei you yong"
who my furture....is wat....

2009年11月24日星期二

生气

为了钱! 我快疯了!一天到晚都是钱。。。。。。
做了这么久还是钱不够用!!!!
讨厌。。。。。。。讨厌!!!!!

2009年11月16日星期一

减肥计划

决定要减肥。。。。
一定要在今年减10kg....

2009年11月10日星期二

boring day....i intend hv a one lover...sad....maybe i cant do it...

2009年11月4日星期三

conflict..

so long,i'm alone.i feel very boring in my life,i don't know why.recently,i would like 2 do something.i want 2 courting someone,but i nvr hv feel with he.i dont know why...bcs i think if i find the someone is not love that me ...i wil very comfort.in my time is very rusk..i hv't more time 2 company anyone.when i feel very relax that time ,was in midnight .i dont know why i dont want put down any think in my life.i make me rusk ,make myself buzy,tired,bother and unhappy in all day long.so wat! i just is a girl...i wan thiking more that boy,i wan make me hv ability,i wan take care my family .everday i taking myself in pressure day.everday i taking myself in the jod i don like...so hw can i do it.i go 2 find the counselling psychology bt i hvt got the money to continue.i so worry myself ..and i scaring....who can help me...

2009年10月8日星期四

忐忑。。

刚才听到myfm播着这首歌,
“我忘了怎么说爱你”
那感觉很奇怪,也不知道为什么,
我是不是也忘了怎样去关心人,
现在的自己为了自己,
已不想去理会别人的感受了,
只想过自己的生活。

2009年9月28日星期一

累了。。。

有时,想了都很生气把自己弄得这样累到底为什么?
整天忙忙忙,忙来忙去,得到的还是一样,不会有多的,只怕会少。
身体一直都在发讯号,快要受不了了。。。
说真的,我很累。。。。我真的想一睡就不醒。。。。