feel on my future

taday:i very sad on my jod....no felt happy,i don't know..i was not power on my life....i feeel so bad....my freinds recommend me to joy the vendor ,but i afraid we lost ...and the time i very worry about my future !my family don't understand me ,what i want to do.... i was tired....i buzy all day to paralyse myself.....don"t think anything at my future..but is so hard.....